doing nothing but staring at the ocean

hwubby says, what do you want to do today, little dear one? i take a look at the broad spread of liquid regal sapphire outside the floor-to-ceiling windows and i say, i don't know if i need to do anything else...and hwubby finishes my sentence, yeah, you just sit here, look at the sea and chew duck feeties. i beam and squeal, that's right:)

i'm not kidding when i say i meditate here with open eyes. i gaze into the ever transforming waters and i know with absolute conviction that this is what i have within. today the waters are calm, like yesterday. when i was frolicking along the shore, and let me not forget how soothing the silky smooth sand feel on the soles, the stillness in the waters feels awesome all the way to the bone marrow. only then i feel deeply the unseen power of the ocean. yes, i can see the impact of it, like the towering wave, but what about the force itself? and now, when it is totally still, i sense vividly the force within. reflecting the fantastic clouds above, the ocean surface becomes a vintage blue mirror. looking into it, i don't see its limit but my own reflection. and so i just stare into the 24/7 changing ocean and i feel so enough where i am.