39 + 48, inner universe

another successful space travel. so vast is my inner universe. so much is still unknown to me. it still amazes me what a difference it is in the state of the mind before and after meditation. this morning, it is a little shaky. the tendency to compare lurks. it is kind of near and real. by the time i finish uttering the last aum i'm watching it receding into the far horizon of my spacious and quiet inner being. when i leave the meditation space the notion of comparing with others is as far away as the one hundred billionth galaxy in the outer space.