the lights are so bright in the inner self

so much light i see. it's so bright that i feel like i have to close my eyes. but here's the thing. they are already closed. my awareness is roaming in the deep space of the inner self. the brilliant light is truly black. yes. black light. it has an incredible purity to it. it's...clean. on one hand it shines to somewhere beyond my vision. on another hand i'm keenly aware of the contours of my body. the arms and hands are filled with vibrant, throbbing energy. it feel a little strange to realize i'm holding both.