marraige is fantastic for spiritual growth

why did i go to portland? because hwubby has to go through a dental implant procedure and it breaks my heart that he has to come back to the hotel after it and be alone with the swelling and discomforts. he says, you don't have to go. i say, i want to go. he says, that would be so nice. and if it were me he would have done it ten times over for me.  we are so fortunate to have each other as we strive to recognize our highest selves more and more in each moment. if we hold our hands and see the ego self in each other we would have divorced a long time ago. instead we support each other in seeing and being in our supreme inner self. is that selfish? no. because as a result i am better able to see the highest self in him. and in others. i've come a long way but i still have a lot of work to do before fully realized. nonetheless i see the greatness of marriage. it's a fantastic way for spiritual growth. and when it's the right one it's so much fun. i am lucked out, really. i can't even imagine living with my former full-blown ego self. brave hwubby.

the one place i want to go is where my inner self dwells

we put everything onto our credit card, pay it off every month, get mileage points towards free air tickets.
so far we've already got quite a few. i have a joke that goes, a dental implant will fly you to new york.

i digress.

i say to hwubby, how come you are the one who is using all the free tickets? he chuckles and says, where do you want to go? i think for a moment, pouching the lower lip, and say, nowhere.

actually i do have one place i want to go. where my inner self dwells. and i don't have to get on a plane for that. wherever i am, the inner self is.